hi dear life

hello dear life
It's so long that i have wanted to write to you, but every time for some reason i didn't. Maybe i was afraid of you not liking what i was going to write, or of exposing myself to others who might read what i tell you, or maybe i was afraid of failing to meet the expectations i have set out for myself. But then in between art works displayed in the Tate modern gallery of London, i just realized that people show their inner feelings and sensations in so many different ways and there will always be someone who related to that, so why not try it? and then i read a book entitled "the dance" in which the author wrote of writing being her way of finding herself, and so now i have started to write to you as a way to relate to you more and to find myself. so hope i can go on.