dear life 74

dear life,
it is raining cats and dogs outside. the window opens to a beautiful lake with trees all around, spotted by a few cherry blossoms here and there. the music is playing in the living room - so close so far - and i am feeling so close so far from home. Thousands of miles away, i have chatted with a friend, talked to another, and i have felt this damn distance, yet i feel somehow calm, as i have all of it - the places, the people, the love, the craziness, the whole life - in a safe corner of my heart, and that is mine forever and that gives me joy as i try to embrace the new beauties you are presenting with open arms. just need some strength, so you have to help me out and wish me luck.