dear life 8

dear life
it is a while that i have not written to you and was actually wondering what to write- with my feelings so mixed up and everything, and then i received yekta's sentimental writing on her blog page at thedanceoflife.blogspot.com and then decided to write to you what i felt and wished to share after reading it.
it is almost a week that he is gone and yet he lives so alive in our hearts. the house feels so empty without him around, joking, loving, and not liking the food!! and yet we feel him in each and every corner, as if he is there and we can sense him and yet we can't reach him in our world's reality.
i miss so much being hugged, called and kissed by him; i miss so much being so openly loved by him, and i wish i had made that last night call the moment i had felt missing him and wish i had not thought of tomorrow morning being a better time. who knows when is the better time? who knows where one will be the next moment?
we all miss him so much, and yet we all try to remember ourselves that there is a higher reason for his leaving us as he did at this point of time. we surely didnot want to see him suffer just so that we could keep him to ourselves.
i feel so special to have had him in my life, to be touched by his love. everyone who has known him talks of his kindness, support and generousity for all. his love is what brings us all one step closer together, and one step closer to you life.
dear life, please help us be able to feel his love and support for eternity; help us gain the love, wisdom and power to be able to share you with just love with all whom we know -whether for one moment or for all our journey here- maybe one day we too, in spite of all the shortcomings that we all surely have, could be remembered just by our kindness, as he is today. we will love him forever, and thank you life for bringing us together.