dear life 39

dear life,
please help me find out what i want to do with you, please help me have a more profound understanding of myself and my relationship with you, please help me make sure of the what, where, when, and hows that will make me feel satisfied with you and myself (maybe my problem is not knowing how to be satisfied?!!) i have lived up so many years of you, and not being sure of what it is that i really am looking and aiming for is becoming my greatest challenge. please help me out in winning over my - our - challenge.